I (we) POOP RAINBOWS.

joshua tan invasion

2009-02-11T13:21:00.002+08:00

(joshua tan commercial)- i like candy and kitties and poopies eh puppies la and doughnuts and wainbows and inlian lice, eh girl tomorrow got kerang and potato and bitter oumaikot, heehee ihikihik, i like when my boyfriend makes old man noises while going down on me all night for 5, FIVE minutes. =D

poppy?

2009-01-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

I've been trying to figure out how to edit sumthing for this blog but honestly I'm stumped. And I lost all my links in the process, SIGH!

Why can't I download a playable version of Joshua Radin's I'd Rather Be With You? ='(

If I could have one wish, I'd wish for new PostSecret every day.

#^&!@

2009-01-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

This blog needs sumthing. Sumthing new. Different. Anything, seriously. I'm getting sick of staring at the same god damn thing. Oh btw, the blog is no longer set on private. Don't see the point of setting it as a private blog anymore, since the other pooper isn't even blogging. So, read all you want! Or not.

College is starting next week. And as much as I am still in the bumming around mood, at the same time I just can't fucking wait. Ahh, don't ask me why tho. I'm not telling!

Oh, remind me to stop setting myself wayyyy too high for disappointments. Like, seriously. Should be like my 5th new year's resolution. Kinda hard tho when your personality temperament has disappointment prone plastered all over it, according to Please Understand Me II, by David Keirsey. If you're into understanding the way people function, or why they do in a certain way, or why you're retarded the way you are, I highly recommend it. Changes the way you look at yourself, and those who surround you.

I'm feeling down. Oh well, people always disappoint, so why let it bring me down? Sure fire ways to bring me back to pooping rainbows -invest in new music or invest in new books. Sadly, currently slightly short on cash for new books -magazines might be more affordable in this case, and since the creation of internet and myspace has allowed us access to free music, piracy according to the industry people but wtv, new music it is.

Now, shooh!

i want . .

2009-01-03T15:53:00.002+08:00

New postsecret entries!
I want I want I want I want!

Whats a new year without new postsecret?
Not happy :(

Cross your fingers that Frank decides to update tmrw.

another day, another year

2008-12-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

While debating on how I'd be spending my new year's eve this time around, a night with the boyfriend or a sober night with the long time bestfriend, -fate dealt my cards for me. The boyfriend had dinner with the family, and my brother took the car out to Star Hill for his fun party, which left me carless and so yet another new year's eve at home for me. Perfect new year's eves don't exist anyways, trust me sumthing will always go wrong. It's just like any other day of the year, people just use it as an excuse to get wasted.

So everyone does the corny look back at the whole year post, I'm guilty of it myself. 2008 was really good to me. When '07 was ending, on the eve of '08 I told myself that the new year was gonna be an awesome one, and I truly felt and believed it. And I was dead on! One event that I will never ever ever forget; my first run in with the cops! Lol, a story that will leave me scarred and laughing for years.

We grow a little more each year, physically and mentally. Some more than others, and some more bad than good, but everyone moves to their own drum beat so who's to judge?I kept my resolutions for 2008 simple. Nothing too big or out of reach -achieve my dreams, nothing too deep -be a better person, and all that load of bull people say every year but never seem to do. It was just basically to enjoy life, in whatever way I wanted to interpret it, with whomever I wanted to, and by whatever means necessary. It was my last year as a teenager, and I believed I owed it to myself to let a little loose. Whether it was partying with a group of people, one-on-one time with that special person, intimate family dinners, or quiet time alone at home, it was about being comfortable and happy with myself and the situations I chose to put myself in. I think I achieved that, so a successful tick for '08.

On to '09 - I'm entering my 20's. The self-searching, self-defining years of any young adult's life. The years where you decide whether you're gonna end up being a forever couch surfer, or a future 'someone'. Some find themselves on their selected paths to being future billionaires, while others still fumble around trying (or not) to figure out what to do with themselves. It all sounds so future oriented, so serious. In tune with that, my resolutions for '09 are gonna grow up a little too.

Graduate (with good grades) with a Diploma in Interior Design.
Get accepted into a University of my choice.
Be more confident in my own ideas.
Keep my social relationships strong, and mend those that might have been neglected.

Keep 'em at 4 for now. Insyaallah, all of them will be achieved.

40 minutes till the last year of the decade.

I'm off to play Wow with my boyfriend -thats how I'm spending my new years, and it's perfect enough for me :)

To you party animals, have fun, be safe, and have a designated driver on call!

Bye 2008, see you all in 2009 :)

worst diarrhea ever

2008-12-28T03:10:00.000+08:00

Period cramps are no fun, seriously. I curl up into a ball in attempt to make myself feel better. It always seems like the right thing to do. It doesn't help much fyi. Like Omar put it; imagine the worst diarrhea ever, and one which you can't shit out. Oh so eloquently put. Weird that it came from a guy though, hm.

I got chased out of my own room by a vermin. A disgusting huge ass rat. Took over my sister's room for more than a week already. Poor kid had to bunk in with the parents. Just finished cleaning, wiping up, and de-rat-ing all surface areas in the room. Should be moving back in tonight.

Holidays always tend to slide towards disappointment compared to the fun laid-back holiday we dream of. We always hype it up too much, way too much. And whats new? I miss college already. Gosh. Someone smack me please.

I wanna watch It. I'll probably wet myself(and not in the good way) watching it but still. I have this strong urge to go up to a clown and just smack the hell outta it. Wipe that disturbing smile off his pasty face. I hate clowns. They have cute noses and the clowns in French Quarter used to blow pretty balloon animals for kid me but now they're just fucking creepy.

Found out I'm what sociologists call a Third Culture Kid. Who would've thought us global nomads were interesting enough to be studied. Well interestingly enough, it cleared up a few things for me.

Cramps are back. Oh have mercy!

ga ga

2008-12-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

Okay I'm sorry, I'm still not over it yet.
He's just so FUCKING HOT.

2008-12-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

So deceiving how momentary feelings can be.

Oh, the district sleeps alone again tonight.

til exhausted, close our eyelids

2008-12-02T01:51:00.003+08:00

I wanted to write something. I had something to write. Then I didn't want to type anything. And then I eventually forgot. Oh well!

Semester is over, THANK YOU GOD. Well, almost over. Tomorrow is the last and final crit for the semester/year. Know your product, know you design. Do I know my product? Do I know my design? I forced myself out of my sweet slumber to go over my 'points' for tomorrow, and now all I can think of is to just wing it tomorrow. I've been doing this damn project for almost half a year, I should be able to easily talk about it for 10 mins right? Its not that, that scares me, its how are you to sell an idea that you yourself created, and yet you yourself don't fully believe in? Bull shit your ass off, just bull shit your way through it. Would the panel be convinced by my bullshit, when I can't even convince myself well enough. Self doubt is brutal. Oh, good luck Siti.

Enough with the work talk. TAKE ME TO WATCH TWILIGHT NOW PLEASE. I've heard good and bad reviews about the movie. I pretty much know the whole storyline from the book itself but I'd still like to experience the movie without any outside spoilers. I guess its just one of those movies that would only really appeal to it's readers. Its not the best read, I gotta admit that. But the storyline is enough to keep me interested. I desperately need new reading material. Last real read I had, discluding Twilight, was The Time Traveler's Wife and that was like, months ago. I'd rather just spend my money on books right now rather than clothes, gosh.

Good luck tomorrow fellow ID-ers.
Peace out.

decode

2008-11-20T03:35:00.003+08:00

"How can I decide what's right,
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win,
You're losing fight,
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine,
When you're always taking sides,
But you won't take away my pride,
No, not this time,
Not this time.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well,
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes,
And it's hanging on your tongue,
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see,
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all,
Well, I will figure this one out,
On my own.
I'm screaming, "I love you so".
On my own.
But my thoughts you can't decode.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools,
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools,
Of ourselves.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah,
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well,
I think I know,
I think I know.

There is something I see in you,
It might kill me,
I want it to be true."

Three computers are rendering my 3d animation, yes I'm a computer hog, deal with it! And this is my third night here. I'm in the midst of 'studying' but my mind keeps drifting towards Edward Cullen. I got the Twilight book last week and am about halfway through the book and I'm just completely entranced by Edward. He's so. . . hot. So mysterious, so. . . I cant even find a good enough word to explain it. But, I'm falling. Falling hard for a story book character. Oh, lets get me my own Edward.

crack the shutters

2008-11-18T15:16:00.002+08:00

"You cool your bed-warm hands down on the broken radiator,
And when you lay them freezing on me, I mumble "can you wake me later?"
But I don't really want you to stop and you know it so it doesn't stop you,
And run your hands from my neck to my chest.

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day,
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body,
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute,
Cuz' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you.

It's been minutes, it's been days, it's been all I will remember,
Happy lost in your hair and the cold side of the pillow,
Your hills and valleys are mapped by my intrepid fingers,
And in a naked slumber, I dream all this again.

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day,
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body,
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute,
Cuz' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you.

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day,
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body,
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute,
Cuz' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you."

THE BEST OF SNOW PATROL.
I just wanna curl up in bed with a lover and have this song playing over and over and over again.

. . . with lack of sleep

2008-11-18T02:50:00.002+08:00

2.50am - digital lab, taylor's college pj

Still working on my 3dmax, been at it since, err 5, 6 maybe? I keep losing the point of being here, which is to set my animation up and just leave it to render, instead I keep adding little unnecessary things here and there; one example, an uber awesome back-to-back wall of album covers. Now who wouldn't want that in their house? NO ONE, I tell ya! I'll render a snapshot and add it in later, hihi. =)

"I'm a war, of head versus heart,
And it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say."

These headphones are blasting, I'm really gonna turn deaf soon. Ahh.

Currently alone now, sigh so sad everyone has gone away. Some people whom I don't know are in the lab but mummy and daddy told me not to talk to strangers, so I can't talk to them =( Maizan left me for Hasif! But its okay, she invited me=) but I declined, too much work to do! And yet, I'm blogging. Ahh, pick your battles right?

"If this is the life,
Why does it feel so good to die today?
Blue to gray,
Grow up and blow away."

NEED SLEEP. This is starting to get depressing, really. Okay, it has been depressing from the start. But hey! I try to be a trooper and face it with my held high. At times. Mostly stuffed into my big warm puffy pillow at home though. Gosh I miss my pillows, and my bed. God my comfortable bed, compliments to Ikea for the amazing mattress.

"And your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
just the way that we do,
When it's nine in the afternoon."

Okay back to work! I'll be back later with snapshots of my uber awesome wall.
Nights! Or should I say good morning?
Gah, you people are asleep anyways. Lucky bastards!

twilight

2008-11-15T01:14:00.004+08:00

Give a listen, SERIOUSLY.

Started listening to Twilight's soundtrack. The movie isn't out yet but the soundtrack hit number 1 in the Billboard Charts straight after it's release last week, beating HSM2's record for most albums sold/downloads err downloaded for a soundtrack, or something like that. So yeah, wanted to find out what the hype was all about. This song is considered to be the 'love theme' of the two main characters Bella and Edward, 'Bella's Lullaby' (movie version, soundtrack version is totally different). Its just so calming, so beautiful.

Okay so the movie is about vampires, and forbidden love. Didn't Buffy the Vampire Slayer end like years ago? But yeah, its based on this bestselling novel of the same name from a book series that has been referred to as a rival to the Harry Potter franchise, impressive enough, and plus, I'm a sucker for the whole star-crossed lovers thing. I mean come on, who doesn't root for the star-crossed lovers? Romeo and Juliet? They killed themselves to be together. And Buffy and Angel, then Buffy and Spike? Oh don't get me started. (I'm gonna go through all my Buffy novels after this) So anyways yeah, its on my movies-to-watch list. Take note, 27th November in Malaysia!

temp obsession

2008-11-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

The soundtrack has been on my player for the past few days, ON REPEAT. Lol, okay I had a few breaks in between, but seriously, on repeat. And when I change computers, and one doesn't have the mp3 files, I transfer them from my pendrive. Its even in my Sims jukebox! Yes, I can't believe it either.

sunday nights

2008-11-10T02:44:00.002+08:00

"You know that feeling you get on a Sunday where you just have the whole day to yourself, and it's been great, and then you remember you have to go to school the next day, so it ruins the rest of the night?"

Can I please make this 'Sunday' last?

em yeah lets update

2008-11-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

I'm just anticipating my for-sure-without-a-doubt-bound-to-happen mental meltdown.

Oh and High School Musical 3 was hilarious. Zac Efron's overly exaggerated facial expressions? Okay the guy can dance, but does he not own a mirror? Don't get me wrong, I liked the movie. It was entertaining but spinning walls? Lol, a little too much I gotta say. "They are all high on crack!"- kw, lol.

a game of tag

2008-11-09T00:10:00.004+08:00

Miss Jumping Jane tagged me like err 6 days ago. So, here goes nothing.

1. What’s your ambition?
To make the world a prettier place to live in, no seriously.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Thats a tough one. Friends are (or, at least should) always there for you, but then again a boyfriend is too. Unless he dumps you for sumone else. Friends or boyfriend? I'd say both are just as important, but when you have that special sumone, your priorities I guess tend to shift towards him/her, and friends give you their blessings to go and be happy.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Everytime I'm doing an ID Studio model, or any other college assignment -_-

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Er, no.

5. How many babies you want?
3 :)

6. Out of the five senses, what is your favorite?
Hearing, without a doubt. I can't imagine a world without my Gary Lightbody or Ben Gibbard.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Recalling my new year's resolution, sumthing like living life, bla bla bla. Experiencing the world of a nineteen y/o, the good and the bad.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Eternity love? Like forever and ever and ever? I don't know. I question if I even believe you could love someone for the rest of your life, what more even after you die?

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
Perfection in my eyes; a) He loves and adores me :) b) Intellectual, not necessarily book smart c) Witty with an undeniably amazing sense of humor e) Adorable in every single way, to me e) Has a clear sense and idea of what he wants in life f) Capable of tolerating and loving my flaws g) TALL :) h) Super super super caring i) Understands me, and they way I do things j) Exudes confidence k) Has an english accent*, hihi.

10.What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of listening to a song or reading lyrics that say every single thing I'm feeling in that particular moment.

11. What is your bad habit?
I'm so fickle minded and indecisive, I swear I was born with the attention span of a fish.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hate you?
Hate is a form of obsession!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I do, but I guess I could do more.

14. What does flying means to you?
Being weightless, no burdens or worries.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
FREE TIME.

16. Who do you think is hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
Who the hell is Kevin Peaker?

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
Small girl who love para para sakura! :P lol.

18.What have you done to make yourself happy?
Just been as happy as I can.

19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
A 29 y/o interior designer :)

20. Do you reread text messages that woo-ed/affect you?
LOL.

Instructions

Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.

Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.

Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

TAGGING:

1. Eka
2. Najwa
3. Pink Nerd
4. Joshie Poo
5. Kitty Kat
6. Ellie
7. Yee Wa
8. Sophia

rugrats!

2008-11-02T22:48:00.004+08:00

Okay, random. But I suddenly miss the Rugrats. My most favorite, and hands down one of the best cartoons ever. They were the best. And I'm not talking about when they were teens, cause that was kindda er crappy. But the original series, was sooooooooo cute. Never a day went by that I didn't watch the Rugrats. Mom said I was beginning to be like Angelica, lol.

You think they have their own dvds?
Mental note; should go look for them.

i'm . .

2008-11-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

D R O W N I N G.

Not in a pond. Not in a lake. Not even a freaking sea.

But a freaking OCEAN of assignments!

And I can't swim ;(

boo!

2008-10-31T23:55:00.005+08:00

Happy Halloween!

We should be out trick or treating =(

Anyways SABD -Taylor's School of Architecture, Building and Design did this Halloween dress up to class thingy yesterday. Yes, we did know that yesterday was not Halloween. What do you take us for? Most of the sabd students don't have classes on Fridays so yeah, Thursday was our closest option.

arizz, foxy cleopatra

kw, kabuki man justin, father justin sophia, abused child

ellie, nelly yuki

I was attempting to channel my inner Aphrodite but all except for two , assumed I was an angel minus the wings- Mr Hong who asked if I was Cleopatra wtf, well at least he noticed me hihi and Linda, the only person the whole day that got my Greek attempt. All in all, totally fun day. The juniors totally kicked our asses with their full head to toe outfits, good sports! Last time I dressed up like that, I was 7/8, and a barbie.

Now back to the boring life, more like lack there of, of an interior design student. Studio is gonna leave me with ping pong sized swollen eyes and multiples breakdowns, and that doesn't even mean that it gets done. And this isn't even the final model yet.

3D Max's 30sec animation, Services' report(done) presentation and exam, Architecture History's essay presentation and exam, IMF's material board and journal, and Studio's never ending reign of hell- all crammed in between now and the start of December.

Oh my god.

*pooper just died

+ images courtesy of missycherrio.

'cause all i want

2008-10-28T02:45:00.001+08:00

Oh I wish I could just stay up on that damn hill with you.

2008-10-19T05:04:00.001+08:00

Perfect timing pal ;)
thanks, that's all I needed.

of momentary lightings

2008-10-19T01:59:00.006+08:00

I'm taking a break from my Building Services 2 report for a blog entry. I'm giving myself till 4 to finish up my part and there's only 2 hours left and I'm tired and sleepy and potentially soon going to freak out and how the fuck (and why?) should I know what kind of fluorescent light bulbs the library uses? Gah, I can't know everything you know!

A year, and the remainder of this semester left, hang in there Siti! This will be all over in no time, and hopefully(fingers crossed) be in another country by the end of it. Sigh. I can't wait to get outta Malaysia. I'm not looking down on my beloved tanah air but I just need something different, sumthing more, than what Malaysia offers. Plus I just miss dressing up for four seasons. Was playing The Sims 2 just the other day, the *sumthingsumthing family was experiencing winter in their poofy winter coats and building snowmans and making snow angels, I was on the verge of tears. The 16° celcius air generated from the air conditioner just isn't the same. I miss the feeling of layering my clothes with a winter jacket, and slipping my fingers into gloves before heading out to school in the mornings, and warming up to a nice hot drink when indoors. Another year Siti, just another year.

Lighter note: This is what I love about you and I. After all that happened and all that was said in the course of two hours, we talked our way through it and still had a great time together. "We learn by going through our hurdles, not by thinking of how to tackle them." Well said baby. I wouldn't trade our moments like this for the world. Happy Belated 8th Anniversary love.

my aim is true

2008-10-11T00:00:00.005+08:00

"Oh it's so funny to be seeing you after so long, girl.
And with the way you look I understand
that you are not impressed.
But I heard you let that little friend of mine
take off your party dress.
I'm not going to get too sentimental
like those other sticky valentines,
'cause I don't know if you've been loving somebody.
I only know it isn't mine.

Alison, I know this world is killing you.
Oh, Alison, my aim is true.

Well I see you've got a husband now.
Did he leave your pretty fingers lying
in the wedding cake?
You used to hold him right in your hand.
I'll bet he took all he could take.
Sometimes I wish that I could stop you from talking
when I hear the silly things that you say.
I think somebody better put out the big light,
cause I can't stand to see you this way.

Alison, I know this world is killing you.
Oh, Alison, my aim is true.
My aim is true."

Elvis Costello, Alison
Simply breathtaking.

Weird how something that has totally no relevance, and completely nothing to do with you can leave you feeling. . . affected. I guess that's kindda the point huh? Subtle wake up call that we, more of often than not, take for granted.

I can't explain it. I can't be bothered to do so, I have trouble enough attempting to make sense of it to myself.

I feel. . . different.
Maybe its just me, or do you see it happening too?

it's just you

2008-09-24T21:59:00.004+08:00

"With the moonlight dancing free

And there’s no one but you and me
There’s no reason to go astray
Please stay,"

i want more coconut ice cream pls

2008-09-19T21:47:00.003+08:00

"Life comes to those that'll choose the regular news
over playing the blues with the light on."

Aaahhh, the end of another amazing week!

But no, seriously, the week had it's highlights; the rainbow poopers turned 7 months, jumpingjane turned 19, and buka-ing puasa at Arizz's was fantabulous! :) Going to the bazaar together and buying almost every type of food available there. Oh, and later going for drinks and the best coconut ice cream I've tasted ever! And omg, pictionary! Mosquito, batman, dinner bell, witch doctor? Lolz. So so fun.

NEED A BREAK FROM COLLEGE. Well, actually not really. Assignments aren't piling up, just yet. Or maybe they are, I'm just not aware of them. Hm, wouldn't be a surprise. Sigh. Pushing that aside, just plain lazy to go for classes. They drag on foreveeeeer. Thank god theres H² to keep things interesting! Submitted Interior Design Studio 2's 2nd assignment earlier. A total of 10 hours to complete the whole model (not bad actually, if I do say so myself), with 9 hours of useless attempts beforehand. The next assignment is like its own horror movie. 9 freaking weeks to do the whole thing. Sounds long huh? Hell no! Not with the amount of research and study models and drawings and godknowswhatelse we have to come up with.

WANT TO GO SHOPPING. Probably will go tomorrow. Wonder how I'm gonna shop tho considering my wallet currently holds a one ringgit note, and sum loose change. I'd be thankful if I could pay the highway toll with that much. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

Ever heard of Unhooking A DD-Cup Bra Without Fumbling? No its not a how-to for inexperienced guys, sorry to disappoint you. Its the next book on my list. Still haven't gotten After Dark either :( Such a dilemma choosing between After Dark and Time Traveller's Wife. Time Traveller's Wife has lived up to the expectations I say. Not nearly done yet tho, am rusty with the whole reading fast thing.

Can't believe One Tree Hill has had 3 new episodes and I have seen zero! And I call myself a fan. Such an embarrassment! Wonder what other shows have new seasons up. Omg, more Derek and Meredith puhleeeeease. September 25th, I will count the days!

Okay, I probably should go now. Not that Im in a hurry or anything. Bah, do I need a reason for everything I do? Let me be lh.

Goodnigth folks!

snip snip

2008-09-15T22:28:00.003+08:00

Mummy cooked crab today.
I just love her :):)

Oh yeah, I cut my hair today. Totally impulsive, it was one of those in-the-moment, must-do-now kind of things. I think I like it :)

I want to shop.

No sightings today :(
Not happy today.

Time for P.S. I Love You.

P.S. Lets save the sappy love notes between the two of us, and I'll just say that I love you with every beat of my tiny heart. Happy 7th Monthiversary Baby.

post party, mid assignment

2008-09-14T14:37:00.005+08:00

I want to blog.

But I can't blog.

Stupid IMF assignment.

Sigh, what a sad life I live these days.
And it was so almost perfect a week ago.

Tomorrow is my anniversary.
Whats in store for us tomorrow baby?
More assignments? YEAY.

At least last night was a major success.HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAIZAN AND ARIZZ. LOVE YOU LONG TIME. We had Chili's and Strudel's cakes, and I got my own party hat! :D

Arizz's present

Back to assignments :(

Don't even have time for H².
Sigh.

clo clo clo ser

2008-09-11T01:15:00.002+08:00

Guess what, guess what.

I'm done with my 3DMax, yeay!
Well, at least I think I'm done. Knowing me, I might've forgotten sumthing, but lets hope not. So till tomorrow in class when I review everything before burning it into a cd for Karlson, lets just say I'm done :)

Guess what, guess what.

Kat and I were sooo extremely plus plus plus happy today(Sept 10th). Like, zomg estatic. Okay so maybe Kat was happier since she had that little hand moment, and I didn't :( boohoo! Damn you Kat! But its okay, I is happy for you :) Sooooo can't wait for our tshirts and the whole look. The others kept saying how pathetic the both of us were. Sigh, can't say I disagree. It's like we've created our own level of patheticness, lol. In a total league of our own. Oh, the things we do for our HFC!

the hfc members in the center

This little (actually not so little, not little at all really) obsession can't be healthy. Lol. Or maybe it is? Hey, I attended an architecture lecture willingly today, and actually paid full attention. Not one yawn throughout the whole hour. Haha, see, that's motivation I tell ya. (the things I tell myself to justify my insane and inexplainable actions)

Babyyyy, you're still my number one tho ;)

(I wish I was on a boat now. . or, or by a pool. . )

Night folks!

little wishes

2008-09-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday
Maizan and Hairul Affiq and Hau Yee and Amir!

the water, the sand, and hfc (hihi. .)

2008-09-08T21:54:00.003+08:00

Divers do it deeper, longer + come out satisfied! (also wetter).

Back from Redang- tanned, exhausted, and missing the beach already!

I can't believe there was ever a point that I was actually dreading the trip. Tell me now, what could be better than having a beach site visit for your assignment, with all your classmates and lecturers who are as playful and carefree as you are? Seriously seriously seriously, nothing you come up with could top the weekend I just had.

The scenery was amazing; sparkling clear water, soft white sand, endless blue skies.

Practically a vacation, all we had to do was look for a site, and the rest of the weekend was for us to enjoy; snorkeling(terrifying at first since fyi I can't swim to save my life, but super fun once I got the hang of it, and seeing all the fishes in a whole palette of colors was unforgettable), playing by the beach, swimming, lazing around in the hammocks, coconuting, and karaoke-ing at night.

Shaded by the coconut trees,
and cooled by the ocean breeze,
best place for an evening nap.
My favourite spot; the hammock.

It was all so almost perfect (minus motion sickness from the bumpy bus/boat rides). Having my other rainbow pooping half would have been the icing on the cake, the cherry on my sundae, to make the whole trip perfect :)

The whole gang. Guess the ass?

Best trip evahhhh!
REDANG YOU WILL BE MISSED!

Now back to the harsh reality of Interior Design assignments. *dramatic sigh

PS. Kat and I came back with a new yummy little obsession ;) *dreamy sigh. It was always kinda lingering around, but Redang just amplified it to a whole new level, LOL. HFC tshirts, dead serious lor Kat!

** Images courtesy of MissyCherrio aka Ellie, Maizan and my trusty Nikon camera.

for the weekend

2008-09-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

Off to Redang.

Err yeay?

while having the most pointless convo with najat. .

2008-08-31T01:44:00.002+08:00

I don't blog much, huh?

Najat doesn't like furry animals :(

Oh, Selamat Hari Merdeka aka Happy 51st Independence day Malaysia.

I WANT AYAM PENYET :(

Okay, goodnight.

baby, take me here please =)

2008-08-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

So fucking sinfully delicious candy heaven: Dylan's Candy Bar

keeping you posted

2008-08-10T12:26:00.002+08:00

Hey Hello Hi.

Two weeks of college, and I need a fucking break.

A day and a half for the first assignment, now a week for the 2nd. Fingers are in cuts and scratches, and their both for the same subject. I'm almost always falling asleep in Interior Materials & Finishes, Architecture History is a bore, Building Services is borderline, but Miss needs to work on her pronunciation. Oh, and 3D Max is a bitch.

Now back to designing.

headlights on dark roads

2008-07-27T02:21:00.000+08:00

For once I want to be the car crash
Not always just the traffic jam
Hit me hard enough to wake me
And lead me wild to your dark roads

Headlights, before me
So beautiful, so clear
Reach out, and take it
'Cause I'm so tired of all this fear

My tongue is lost, oh I can't tell you
Please just see it in my eyes
I pull up thorns from our ripped bodies
And let the blood fall in my mouth

Headlights, before me
So beautiful, so clear
Reach out, and take it
'Cause I'm so tired of all this fear

walter :)

2008-07-25T23:15:00.004+08:00

"Walter, whats the best way to end a fight with your spouse?"

- "Hit and run."

simply be ca-ause

2008-07-25T02:55:00.002+08:00

I think my brother's room is breeding baby cockroaches.
I swear.

I managed not to puke today :)
1-0. Take that potential bulimia!

Seriously, what is up with missing friends?
Someone shine some light on this for me please.
I'm starting to lose hope, maybe isn't even worth my time anymore.

I understand I might come off as somewhat dramatic sometimes.
But I assure you I am not your typical teenage drama queen,
I'm more melodramatic, really.

I believe life is about phases.
I believe I'm going through one now.
I'll tell you about it when I found out what it is.

It feels weird being the only one blogging on here.
Even though technically this actually was my blog alone.
Sigh, my attachment issues.
Siti, when will you ever learn?

okay, im back

2008-07-23T20:42:00.003+08:00

From Eka's blog;
"If you feel like writing with me today, I suggest you to..

List down 5 to 10 things that you want, the things you personally want for you, yourself. (No Miss Malaysia "Save Mother Nature" thingmajiggy.) Then, think of a very one thing that you need. Make sure you haven't owned any of the things from your list."

5 to 10 things I want? Only 5 to 10 things?
Sigh, lets see.

Money to last me a lifetime. Oh, come on. Don't make that face at me. Who wouldn't want this? Seriously, be honest with yourself. Who wouldn't want financial security? I'm not even talking about splurging on a luxurious yacht or anything like that, just enough so you know you'll never have to worry about where you'll be resting your bones at night, and maybe a little extra.

More freedom. Making my own decisions, living on my own, not live in Malaysia(nothing personal against Malaysia). Guess that's a little far fetched since I don't make my own money yet, but that's why the money wish came first.

To be able to travel to wherever in the world. To see the world, take in all the differences, and be awed by God's, as well as mankind's creations.

Attend the Glastonbury Music Festival. I don't even have to elaborate on this one. At least once in my whole entire life.

To be successful at whatever it is I decide to do with my life. Be it an Interior Designer, or a suburban housewife.

I'll leave the wants at 5, for now. Can't really think of more.

What I need?
To be assured that I will always have my loved ones with me,
always always always.

and the ringing from this empty sound

2008-07-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

Why do we grow hair on our legs?
Shaving is a bitch.

I keep puking.

If I had a superhero power, it would be flying.
I wish I could fly.

Why do I keep coming back here?

I think I'm on the verge of bulimia.

Why do we constantly feel the need to prove ourselves?

Driving really fast calms me.

College is starting in 4 days.
Why are college fees so expensive?

I'm bored.
Can you tell?

Why do people say 'money doesn't grow on trees'?
Money is made from paper and paper comes from trees,
so technically they do grow on trees right?

I like the taste of Maalox Plus.

Its easier locating a missing horse than missing friends.

I miss my pet rabbit.

Thinking too much hurts my head.

(i'll come back with more later)

jack ain't just a boy

2008-07-21T23:09:00.016+08:00

chicken's brother; yet to be named

I don't know if saying today was an eventful day would be an understatement, but it was, hands down, one hell of a day.

Friends, food, and drinks. Laughter, playful insults, and just plain stupidity. And what would a great day be without an 'awkward' silence moment?

"How heavy was the polar bear?"
- "So heavy he broke the ice."
Oh Arizz!

look closely, or not

And oh yeah, wanna know what your beloved rainbow pooper here managed to do with her car? Here's the story, two cars, we were driving to Rajiv's condo in Desa Sri Hartamas, passed security, gave them my student id and in return I was given a huge ass visitor's pass to place on my dashboard. Driving in, we reached the visitors' designated parking area, Rajiv turned in to park Josh's car, and I followed by turning in to park beside him.

Normally, drivers would probably turn into a spot, then reverse out to straighten the car, then drive back in, correct? Yeah well, I don't. Here's how I usually park my car; I turn in, and if there isn't a wall or a car or anything blocking my path(if there is, I'll resort to following the above steps), I'll drive further in, stop, and reverse my car to straighten it out. It hasn't failed me yet, well till today. Rajiv parked, he had a wall in front of him. On my side, there was ample space for me to drive in before I hit a wall. So I drove in. Guess what happened next?

my front tyre

In my defense, my headlights were shining as bright as the sun, it hazed my judgment regarding the levels on the floor. I swear it look like a flat terrain! Freaked out, I reversed. The car didn't budge, no surprise there.

the boys attempting to lift my car

Thank god for the boys; today would have ended totally differently if they weren't around. Tried lifting the car, no luck. Tried lifting the car again with me slamming on reverse, no luck either. "A jack, we need a jack." Amazing, I didn't have mine. Josh had his, but just the jack, nothing else. Rajiv and Arizz rushed back to Rajiv's house to get their jacks while Josh, Yee Wa, Kar Weng and I were left to keep an eye on my dear car. Yee Wa and Josh were talking, and doing other stuff, Kar Weng and I ended up dancing in the middle of the road. Too bad we were in a mini-crisis, totally almost had a moment right there.

josh; caught with his pants down

Fast forward- Arizz and Rajiv got back with two jacks, and we had a workshop's number on standby just in case our brilliant plans failed us. While jacking up the car, two guys came down to the parking area and offered to help. Jacked the car, layed the tyres on bricks, and reversed out. Alhamdulillah. The guy who was helping us was behind the wheel as he was reversing my car. Although I am ever so grateful for his kind help, if his foot hadn't been quick to slam the brakes, I'd be driving home without a door.

Thank you Kar Weng, Josh and Rajiv, for getting down and sweaty to jack and push my car.

Thank you two unknown guys, for helping them.

Thank you Arizz, for being big, blond and beautiful and calling the workshop, and Proton.

Thank you Yee Wa, for moral support and agreeing with me on how fun the whole incident was.

Crisis over, back to our original plan to hang out by the pool.

poolside

Home by 10.30 - Sorry Mom and Dad, who could've known I'd get myself into that mess now right?

"And we'll remember this when we are old and ancient,
Though the specifics might be vague,
And I'll say, "Your camisole was a sprightly light magenta,"
When, in fact, it was a nappy bluish grey,"
- July, July!; the decemberists

the postal service - cark gable

2008-07-19T00:05:00.005+08:00

I was waiting for a cross-town train
In the London underground
When it struck me
That I've been waiting since birth to find
A love that would look and sound
Like a movie
So I changed my plans
I rented a camera and a van
And then I called you
"I need you to pretend that we are in love again"
And you agreed to

I want so badly to believe
That there is truth, that love is real
And I want life in every word
To the extent that it's absurd

I greased the lens and framed the shot
Using a friend
As my stand-in
The script, it called for rain
But it was clear that day
So we faked it
The marker snapped
And I yelled, "Quiet on the set!"
And then called, "Action!"
And I kissed you in a style
Clark Gable would have admired
(I thought it classic)

I want so badly to believe
That there is truth, that love is real
And I want life in every word
To the extent that it's absurd

I know you're wise beyond your years
But do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie
You tell yourself to help you get by?

Oh Ben! Yet again Singapore has won another amazing concert over us. You guys already have Jason Mraz and Travis, amongst others, for SingFest. Greedy pricks. You can have your MAA back! Give us our Death Cab For Cutie! :(:(

Batman: The Dark Knight was incredible! No, seriously. Spectacular. Two and a half hours of pure entertainment I tell ya.

Okay, back to being depressed about Death Cab.

and your status?

2008-07-18T14:39:00.003+08:00

Did you know that 2 large pizzas from Domino's, one hand tossed and another thin crust, costs RM65.60? I didn't. Sorry Mommy :) Cross your fingers for the delivery boy to get here after 2.15pm and we get a free pizza/voucher.

You know when you sign up for those online communities, Facebook and Myspace, just to name a few, then you have to key in your personal details and what not. Then you get to the Relationship Section. Click on a little arrow that points downwards, and a drop box appears with multiple choice answers to make your life a little easier;
a. Single
b. In A Relationship
c. Engaged
d. Married
e. It's Complicated
f. In An Open Relationship.

So okay, Single means you don't have anyone particularly special in your life, In A Relationship acknowledges the existence of a boyfriend/girlfriend, Engaged means you've been booked, and Married obviously means the booking followed through. It's Complicated, no explanation needed I think, pretty much says it all huh?

Damn, 2.07pm. They're early!
Ahhh, fatty high calorie food, how yummy!

On to the last one, In An Open Relationship. I've never gotten that one. Some say an Open Relationship means its a non-exclusive thing. So you can see other people at the same. No commitment, or just not committed to only one person, if that's even possible. So em, isn't that just like being single and dating? Or just having a lot of 'friends'? But since its a 'relationship', you probably get to hook up with your partner occasionally, but remember, no commitments! Friends with benefits anyone?

.
.
.

Dark Knight later today, hopefully.
"Mommyyyyyyy, can I go out?"
Lets hope shes still in a good mood :)
(she said yes!)

2008-07-18T00:26:00.005+08:00

Sumpah MALAS to blog.
Just wanted pictures up.
You guys come up with your own stories tonight k?

No weird dreams tonight k please?
Thank you, goodnight people.

LOVE/sex

2008-07-15T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today, July 15th 2008, marks 5 months of us pooping rainbows together. Through traffic jams and highways, thumb drives and laptops, cinnabons and a bun, a book on cats and another on God, a sandwich and tears, caffeine and arcade games, baby sounds and a banana, and a flask of mushroom soup; Happy Anniversary, dear boyfriend. With all that my little heart can muster, I love you. Don't ever stop pooping rainbows with me, okay? :)

'Cos you know I'd never leave you high and dry.

And today, July 15th 2008, is the day we start to share some of our 'pooping rainbow' spirit with the world. (or at least as far as our cars and fuel will allow us to go)

LOVE/SEX
Guess who came up with which word.

take note

2008-07-10T20:04:00.004+08:00

Puking 101

Places to puke;
1. The toilet bowl-
position a) standing, toilet bowl in front of you, feet spread apart at shoulder's width, one hand placed on tank, the other on your back, face down, body heaving accordingly
position b) sitting on the bathroom floor, toilet bowl beside you, arms hugging the seat, head just above the bowl, beware of unwanted backlash splashes

Places not to puke;
1. The floor
2. The sink (hint: chunks)
3. Your bed (nothing worse than sleeping in the stench of your own vomit)

cos mad cow disease was taken

2008-07-07T22:16:00.003+08:00

Premenstrual Syndrome: Why, oh why, do you bring me down?
Add in a case of the common flu and a bad headache, oh you just know how to bring me down.

People keep talking about that certain political figure that could or could not be gay, I don't know, its just what I hear. I don't read the papers, something I should start doing, I know. Its just too hard, the papers too long, and my attention span is too short. Whats the big hype anyways? Why is it so important to find out what he chooses to do behind closed doors and with whom? Isn't that for him and God to deal with? Power hungry men losing sight of the fine line between upholding justice and playing God. I wonder who's running our country while our so called leaders are busy playing guess who kissed who behind the bleachers.

My head hurts; my mind hurts.
Goodnight young ones.

(to my dear boyfriend, for god's sakes please update!)

blah blah blah

2008-07-04T21:16:00.003+08:00

"Because life is just blah blah blah."

"We hope for blah, and sometimes we find it. But mostly its just blah. And waiting for blah. And hoping you were right about the blahs you made. And then, just when you think you've got the whole blahed damn thing figured out, and you're surrounded by the ones you blahed, death shows up and, blah blah blah."

Silas and Andy
Weeds; Season Four, Episode Three

of white shirts and blue skirts

2008-07-04T14:52:00.004+08:00

Happy 4th of July to all the happy citizens of the great red, white and blue. 232 years, you guys sure are old. Don't you think its time to start growing up?

The aircond isn't on, I'm shivering cold, and my palms and soles are sweating. Damn you hyperhidrosis. And why does my brother have two remote controls for his aircond? Meanwhile I can't even find his one remote for the god damn fan. Gahhh. (okay wait, I found it)

Having started my day at lunch time, with basically nothing fun to do at home, and my mother firing snarky remarks at me, I turn to you dear blog.

Its been more than a year since I left the notsogreat walls of my high school. Revisited them last Wednesday to retrieve my spm certificate, I don't even remember what spm stands for anymore. Met up with a few high school friends last night. These weren't the mere 'hi-bye' friends I saw along the halls of high school, these were my best friends. Besides the occasional text messaging and comments left on myspace or facebook, I hadn't seen them in a long time. Yeah we would have the unplanned bump ins with each other at the mall, but we had not spent more than 10 minutes of quality face time with each other in ages. (don't mind the common teenage girl exaggeration)

I'd always get that unsettling, queasy feeling that we all had somewhat changed between the period of time spent apart, and we'd meet an awkward silence in the middle of a conversation. But each time we finally meet up, all that disappears and is replaced with a sense of comforting familiarity. All that time away from each just fuels us with more stories to share. Laughing and giggling like school girls, it was as if we were back in high school, just with more characters in our stories, and without all the petty high school drama. (okay maybe still some of that, some things just never change do they?)

We might not have broke into song and dance back then, but who ever said high school had to suck? Revisiting those walls kindda got me missing waking up every morning and spending 6 hours of my day there, for about a split second. Ha ha! Thank god I'm in college now.

Till later, be safe kids!

a side parade, with a single balloon

2008-07-02T22:01:00.006+08:00

I was no longer merely the annoying younger sister.
I was a listening ear, I was a friend.

Kitchen stools.
A plastic cup half filled with water.
The dark sky, and two siblings,
discussing the world.

He was no longer merely the older brother.
He was a listening ear, he was a friend.

From fighting over who gets the remote control, to fighting over whether or not he'd drive me to (fill in the blank), to fighting over who gets the car for the weekend. All that fighting, and now we're talking about relationships, sharing what our lives are all about.

We're growing up. I'm growing up.

"I think I might just know more than you do about all this,"
"Yeah, I think you do,"

Remember that line I showed you?
"Only the impossible is worth the effort."

I hope you get your chance at that giant leap of faith.

(and genting, i miss you already)

121

2008-06-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

4 months. 4 months. 4 months.
Can you believe it? 4 MONTHS! =D

Yeah yeah, I know most would say these 'monthi'-versaries aren't a big deal. I say, whats wrong with celebrating another month with your special someone in your life? You don't have to go all out and break out the champagne over a fancy dinner or call in for a bouquet of roses (one stem will do the trick, hihi), just some good ol' fashioned QT together is all you need. Hey, I'd celebrate each day if I could keep track of the increasing digits. Never take a single day for granted!

Four months. . . wow.

You didn't change my world when you stepped in. Nahh, you didn't do that. You just made it a gazillion times better:)) Keep doing what you're doing baby!

I love you Kar Weng!

Pssst, its been 121 days, almost 122.
I just counted, hihi ;)

2008-06-12T21:30:00.001+08:00

FREE HUGS

2008-06-08T23:30:00.003+08:00

I ran from the Carl's Jr. star today.
It tried to hug me.

4th June

2008-06-04T23:33:00.007+08:00

Now since when is 'Hey' spelled with a j?

(sum random kid's feet ruined my shot, pfft!)

I got lazy to blog.

Fez? I feel like I'm in the 70's ;
The Potential Hipster :)

you got to spend some time, love

2008-05-31T22:57:00.009+08:00

Saturday night, at home. . . and I got bored.

Ed Westwick - Now ain't he just yummy? :)

From googling one tree hill and gossip girl for upcoming season spoilers, to tuning my eardrums to new sounds on paperthinwalls while catching up on music news on stereogum, to reading celebrity gossip by the oh so famous mister Perez. Too bad it isn't Sunday, postsecret would have been my next stop.

Been keeping busy by plugging my ear sockets with my mp3 connected earphones a lot the past few days thanks to new stuff from The Hush Sound's Goodbye Blues and Jason Mraz's We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things. Have you heard the soundtrack song Regina Spektor recorded for Prince Caspian?- amazing. Even Death Cab For Cutie are out with a new single off of their newly released album "Narrow Stairs". It even got some commercial screen time as it was on Gossip Girl's season finale. I tend to pay more attention to the background music surrounding the scenes rather than actually listening to the characters but I totally missed this. DCFC's I Will Possess Your Heart has a heavier feel to it, due to the bass line in the 5 minute intro part of the song. Yes I said five minutes! You wouldn't think it was a DCFC original until you hear Ben Gibbard's vocals halfway through. Lyrically, at first listen, it came off as another love song by the band. It starts off with love. A very strong sense of it, like an obsession.

"How I wish you could see the potential
The potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound
But in a language you can't read just yet"

And then I gave it a few more listens, and I saw the darkness in it. Somewhat almost stalkeresque.

"There are days when outside your window
I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective
When we'll be lovers, lovers at last"

The haunting music, the long intro and repetitive verses are not only catchy but help accentuate the feeling of the song; the patience and the feel of longing felt by the 'stalker', waiting for his love. Final take, awesome song to kick off the new album. Death Cab For Cutie never leaves their fans disappointed!

Oh yeah, lets welcome the new month, June!
*blows whistle*
Finally.

headline news

2008-05-30T20:36:00.003+08:00

Due to unforeseen circumstances, well actually not really, more like unavoidable privacy issues, I (we) POOP RAINBOWS will be set as a private blog. So to the readers, drop us your google emails on the chatterbox aye? We'll be sure to put you on the reading list. Thanks!

Have a fun Friday night folks! As for me, I'm getting back to cleaning up my room, finally getting tired of sleeping in a mess. Bahhhhhh. Ciao!

girls just wanna have fun na na na na na

2008-05-29T22:39:00.006+08:00

Tuesday, 27th May 2008

I channeled my inner 'Sex In The City' self and had a girls day out with, well my girls. (can't wait for the movie btw, wonder if it'll come out here; okay just checked, 31st July it is) Boys are fun, but sometimes you just gotta kick it back with your girls. Lunch at Sushi Zanmai and drinks at Delicious, while dishing on the latest gossip, and even some dirt! And oh yeah, how could you ever have a girls day out without shopping?

round 2

2008-05-24T23:45:00.011+08:00

1. Kitty Kat, Dodo, Rainbow Pooper #1, Ellie
2. Fajitas, Kat, Dodo
3. Ellie, Arizz
4. Rainbow Pooper #2, Maizan
5. MY LASAGNA :D
6. Arizz's/Dodo's Fajitas
7. Fajitas seasoned chicken fillets
8. Diced capsicums, onions and mushrooms
9. Jun Wai, Yee Wa, Kat, Dodo, Arizz, Maizan, Rainbow Pooper #1
10. Kat, Dodo, Arizz, Rainbow Pooper #1, Ellie

=)

2008-05-24T01:51:00.008+08:00

When you smile, I melt inside,
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time.
I really wish it was only me and you,
I'm jealous of everybody in the room.
Please don't look at me with those eyes,
please don't hint that you're capable of lies.
I dreamt the thought of our very first kiss,
a target that I'll never ever miss ;)

Three months. Three months, 1 week and 2 days. 99 days. How time seems to play with our minds, it doesn't feel like a mere three months to me. "You can never measure the impact of one in another's life by the number of days," couldn't have said it better Ellie. What we've sparked in these three months leaves me feeling like I'll burst out into some corny love song at any moment, I'm already humming along to Baby I Love Your Way here.

(typed, and erased. typed, and again erased. maybe should keep the rest to myself, you guys know pda ain't our thing. ha ha ha ha ha.)

I Love You Kar Weng!

you are my sunshine

2008-05-23T22:22:00.005+08:00

"Don't you ever play what you feel inside? No baby, I ain't got the time, to figure out what makes you smile, what makes you tend to lie."

Sometimes you just gotta let loose. Let go of yourself and just live in the moment. Indulge yourself in it, drown it all and just let it flow. Channel your inner child, you just might like the you that emerges.

"So what if I see the sunshine, in the pouring rain?"

Escape away to your happy place, wherever it may be. Whether high in the sky, or down in the depths of the ocean, or at the park beside your house. Just fly. No, just soar baby, just soar.

"Life isn't about the amount of breaths you take, but the moments that take your breath away."

Remember the days when we had nothing on our minds, life seemed so simple and easy? The world was our canvas and we'd paint it wild. Those days, they're not gone my friend. No no, they're not gone. The secret is in knowing how to savour those moments. Its up to you; with your feet planted firmly on the ground, or maybe levitating a little, here and there. You're only here once people. Make it worthwhile, make it memorable. Take a glorious bite out of the whole world. Take a fucking glorious bite!

Psst, I pooped rainbows today ;)

like a kite, you go up up up

2008-05-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

Some robotic voice: Welcome to Zion.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.

I even got the handshake this time. *winkwink*

fajitas/majitas

2008-05-20T16:21:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR RAJIV (aka dodo)!

Yesterday's little get-together at the birthday boy's place to celebrate his turning of 19 was super fun. *patpatpat people*

Started with a dance class! Yes, dance. My first ever dance class! Miss Lily was so cute, teaching us how to shake what our momma's gave us. Arizz danced like a pro. (pffttt, show off!) I was pretty slow at getting the moves, but hey cut me some slack, it was my first time.

Next were the fajitas! Awesomely scrumptious fajitas! (not majitas, kat ;p) And the cheeeeeeeese, and ohmygod the sour cream. *glutton. Okay so I'm not good at explaining things so lets just move on to the pictures. Enjoy!

(the birthday boy)

(the two bestfriends)

(kw getting teary eyed over the onions)

(you can't beat Justin's cleaver with that b)

(imagine having this in your kitchen everyday =)))))

(we look pretty good together huh? ;D)

(in the plate, that ain't all mine okay!)

(the guys at work)

(seasoned chicken, capsicums, cheese, onions and sour cream wrapped in garlic tortillas = mouth watering deliciousness)

(kat and er, tan sri arizz)

(mm-hmm)

(solving the mystery of who murdered Mr. X)

(kitty kat)

(Professor Plum)

(me and the birthday boy)

(us, full belly-ed, calling it a night)

Was all tired out by the time I got home. Hope you guys had as much fun as I did. Next round, Friday! ;)

PENNNGUIIIIINNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!

2008-05-20T15:06:00.009+08:00

Before i Begin, I'd like to say that yesterdays Fajitas were so AweSoMe!!,,, i almost felt bad that i didn't have to pay for them! Good job Guys!

So anyways, holidays spent bumming like fuck,playing sims when I'm not out and doing shit when I'm not home and going rock climbing every once in a while. Of course enjoying every second of it as well.

So talking about sims, haha! Somebody wannnteddd to see penguins so badly because they don't have seasons. It's ok, i took pictures, alot, but sadly for some reason they only save the most recent two pictures only. Luckily i saved one earlier. So when or if you get seasons, and if you get bored as hell, and your sims got nothing to do, do try to get the penguin to come over uninvited.

One way, is to go fishing, and place the fish out of your inventory and on to the floor, the penguin will take the bait. and eat the Fish. LOL thats it.

The little bastard then makes it way from wherever and yea...heads in to the house for more meals. can you spot the penguin?

Being nice, allowing the penguin one fish, it also wants my mounted catches.The penguin will waltz right in to your house, and try to get your fishies. It cant, because it's too high up, so it just hops around for a bit, then goes off. ha! yes i have an alien child if you do or do not notice it. and thats my cat, Sir Alex Furrrgeson!

Another way of getting a penguin, is to build a snowman. Of course, i wanted to get it to come quick, so i made, snowmen. some melted already. hahaha! It's funny how cats and dogs only bark and sniff each other for conversations but a penguin can talk about tennis to a snowman.

You can't make friends with it sadly, and you cant capture it. believe me, I've tried luring it to my backyard with my snowman. It can open any locked doors, and yes, you moron, i also tried to fence him up using the build tools. haha! he disappeared! :(

SO till next time!, happy penguin hunting people!

2008-05-17T00:10:00.001+08:00

(i got bored, and i have a web cam, sorry)

I've only been officially on my semester break for like what, 5 days? And I'm already getting bored. Don't get me wrong. Its not that I'm not thankful and completely relieved to be free from the stress and endless headaches that come with assignments, I just need something to do. Theres only so many movies and dining outlets you can waste your cash on before you start to realize you're running out of cash to actually waste. I seriously need to get a job. In the meantime, I've got the sims and youtube to keep me busy. Well not really, but close enough.

Bahhh, heard Sims 3 is coming out. Go wild people, go wild.
Till next time, I'm out!

You're more than in my head.

let's not cry tonight

2008-05-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

God I missed you blog.

Was back in my mum's hometown two days ago. Was weird, had my first hand experience of a funeral. Sadly, was my grandpa's, god bless his soul. I was never close to my grandparents, now I'm left with none. Guess that was why I couldn't actually call it sadness, what I felt, but there was definitely a sense of loss, or I don't know, detachment maybe? I can't place a word for it. Watched first hand the whole process of getting the body ready for burial. To be honest, I was scared. Seeing how torn my aunties were, how my mum was trying so hard to keep it together, how my cousins were mourning the loss of their grandpa. I didn't move, I just sat there.

"We'll all be here someday."

Its sad how it takes something like this to remind you of things bigger than yourself. I'm not the most religious person I know, hell I'm pretty far from it but it's nice to be reminded of my beliefs and thank the big guy upstairs who holds everything in place.

On a lighter note, have you ever heard of Sufjan Stevens?
If you haven't, I have nothing to say to you. Really, thats just plain sad. Watch this. It actually gets me weeping.

Bustedddddddd

2008-05-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

after exactly 4 months 3 days 22 hours and 43 minutes to be quite almost exact, was the time i got busted from smoking with solid proof. my bitch of a spy maid snooped around my room and went digging around for my smokes. well..it wasn't well hid,but still! crack! suck up of a bitch!so anyways, i shall stop smoking then.period then again i only smoke a box a week compared to before.

Anyways,not to bore myself or the favourable readers about cigarette ranting but here was the thing i was doing at the time of getting my ass creamed by my mom. youtube. dave chapelle was awesome!uber man! missed that guy! was also watching jake shimabukuro which was awesome! every time i watch it i get emotional! =D

super buff guy with an awesomely small guitar.. and yes i know its called a ukulele you asshole!
have fun! and the real starting to the song is at 2:51 minutes.

cheers

Home Sweet Home

2008-05-07T00:38:00.019+08:00

Back from the bustle city of Singapore. S'pore was ok. it wasn't awesome,but it wasn't a total bust either. being able to let loose after the long awaited semester break was a good relief. It wasn't the bomb, it was ok, but it wasn't bad. LOL! Well two days trip so i might as well make the best of things while I'm there anyways. Shop and chill.

My favourite spot (had to have a picture of it =D)

There was this place in S'pore where they had MNG next to Zara which happens to be opposite topshop, which happens to be next to Miss Selfridge which happens to be opposite Giordano which happens to be next to United Colours Benneton which happens to be next to Lacoste which happens to be across Puma which happens to all be next to all these other expensive clothes label which i forgot already which so happens to be on this one stretch with mcD right in the middle. Talk about all your needs on one floor. =/

Which also reminds me. I hate Singapore. Don't get me wrong, i don't have any personal issues against the utter expensive and high cost of everything there, or how an sms costs 100x more then in Malaysia(no i aint kidding man!) or how some people tend to be total assholes which i totally have nothing against.

I'm just mentioning the fact that bloody S'pore scathed my fresh new pair of airs like right after the 1st time of wearing it. Talk about fuck,man! but it still looks sexay so its all good! haha!

Air Force I

Aside from that,seeing my cousin was fun,sorta. All was good except for the fact that my bro kept annoyingly snapped away with his camera but sometimes one can't help from whoring after so many pictures taken. so it really wasn't for nothing. but still! all of the pics were candid k! also had an awesome exercise tho. Hell of a walking spree all over Singapore.

Bah! if you can't stop them from snapping, what else can you do??(cousin and I)

walking and walking and walking!

Day two was better in some sort of way. Parents had to go off to do their adult oriented crap, i was left alone for hours with my bros camera which i happened to be using for the 1st time. given the fact that he frequently changes cameras now and then. Not my business but still i felt some sort of adventure to it. Taking strolls down Robinson road and so on. Having finished my Design Theory assignments research paper which i did on International style, i realized that they have like a stretch of those in roads in Singapore. Again, Total wtf,S'pore. its not like they don't have those in Malaysia, its just that They're so obviously stated in the buildings that they have "International Style" written all over them like graffiti on a taggers wall. Can't do much about it anyways so might as well indulge in what you have.

Traffic on every corner ey...

Robinson Road

some unknown building, lol

I think their called Carps. Japanese Carps.

Somehow a few hours later, the camera lens was changed by my bro and in came the ultra wide angle lens which was pretty awesome. So nothing else to do but to snap snap snap some more. Didn't take many pictures because of the learning process of using the camera. But i had a few anyways. Hope you like them. Interesting how technology can allow us to reach such depths of quality on almost anything nowadays. Even the skyscraper which was about 10 meters away from me i managed to take the whole thing plus clouds. And trust me. I know how far ten meters is, after months of scaling ruler and measuring tape.

There you go, ultra wide. (Buildings are just across the street)

A really tall skyscraper

So yea photo session was fun. Something to kill time so why not ey?plus i guess i learned a thing or two about photography so its all good. All and all it was ok, It wasn't the bomb, but it was ok. Good to get away from reality once in a while anyways. Not that this was much of a fantasy but hey, somethings better then nothing i guess.

Thats all for the start of a good holiday! Till then, Have a good week, people.
Cheers.

3rd May

2008-05-04T01:07:00.003+08:00

We hold hands,
We take walks and talk,
And laugh about things.
I'll tell you what,
This could be the way,
That every day was meant to be.

2008-05-04T00:24:00.002+08:00

Morning Sun kills braincell regeneration indefinitely and occasionally, given the fact that if you do get up to a morning sunrise.

But when your bloody room, which is a perfect square, and your window takes up a whole side of THAT square, which also conveniently happens to be orientated to face the east. Your bound to get unwanted heat in the morning.UNLESS, you draw your curtains and close your window and blast your air conditioning.

SADLY, suffering from dry throats every morning due to the dry air caused by the air cond, you stopped using the air cond years ago, which results to switching on the fan and opening the windows, and for the outside air to come in, the curtains have to be opened.

SO,unless your up by eight and out of the room, by nine.. your bound to have a room-turn-sauna by the minute. your bed heats up, everything gets hot and you end up from dreaming about having a threesome with maria ozawa and eva angelina to being in an over sized frying pan and in that instant you jump off from your bed in your ninja stance waiting to kick some demon ass form hell. Sad enough you get up to realize that the sun is up and your still semi-conscious. needing some rest and trying to go somewhere else in your house thats either not burning or not congested. A worthy test. challenging but rewarding.

As you peek out from your room, you hear sounds everywhere. DEAD END. you end up in your room,pointless expedition, lying down right under the window to receive minimal sunlight from outside with the blankies and pillows by your side.

SLEEP is now possible again. so, next time if you so happen have troubles sleeping because of the sunlight we all hate so much, and for some sad reason your windows need to be open, sleep, i repeat, sleep, under the window. That is the best strategy for what ever.

And seeing how you is suppose to be me, or you are suppose to be I. or thee is thy or me is you.. What ever it is...

Have a splendid weekend dear readers of the world. May the sun bless your with more brain malfunction every morning you when you wake up and slow your braincell regeneration. I will now exit the blogging world.

...and also i may not blog anymore. Period. Have a good day off and take care.

pooping rainbows

2008-05-03T12:59:00.003+08:00

I made myself a chicken sandwich. Eating while typing, I'm a multi-tasker. Amazing, I know. I really should be studying. The thought has been bugging my mind since Thursday, and the paper isn't till Monday. Damn you Building Services, screwing with my head.

I feel like eating sushi.

A quarter left of my sandwich. I better go. Another day out with my fellow rainbow pooper.

Have a rainbow pooping day folks. Maybe if you're lucky, you'll poop rainbows today too.
Nahhhhh.

killing time

2008-04-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hey all you tech savvy people of the world.

Wait, how do you come to a mutual understanding with yourself? Lol, nevermind.

Anyways, finals are taking place. One paper down (which went surprisingly well btw), two more to go. And then I've got a portfolio and a storyboard to hand in. Ohh yeah, and then theres the critic session to get through. Why does this all seem to never end? Theres always something else to deal with. Freedom seems too far fetched. Well at least the parents are gonna be away for the weekend beginning tomorrow, so that makes for 3+ days of ignorant freedom. (yeay!) Who cares about finals anyway right?

I wish I could blog more. Not only is time not allowing me the convenience of blogging whenever my heart desires, my busted router isn't doing me any good either. So excuse the lack of updates from this blogger.

Hey, whats up with dreams? A dream is the experience of envisioned images, sounds, or other sensations during sleep, according to wikipedia anyways. I always get to thinking, whats the real deal with these short movies we get every time we rest our eyes to sleep? Ever had one of those dreams that just seems so real, too real, in fact? Or dreams that turn out to actually happen, then the whole deja vu thing comes in? Just googled dreams. Dreammoods.com -whats in your dream? Humans and their obsession with wanting to interpret and understand everything around them. Go figure. I'm gonna go humor myself with this website for awhile.

Sweet dreams folks.

2008-04-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

Bored without a single thought in mind. All numbed by the thought of either having to complete an assignment, or study for exams which both so happens to be on the same date which is tomorrow.

I came to a mutual understanding that this officially blows. So I went and found a video on youtube, irrelevant as this may be. Have fun glorious people of planet earth. Have a nice week.

Cheeers.

. . . . .

2008-04-22T23:46:00.004+08:00

Why apologize for something you did, on purpose?
Why apologize when you believe you didn't do anything wrong?

Why should I?

Its a shame that you had to find out this way.
Its even more of a shame that after 3 times, you still find it impossible to get it through your thick skull that this isn't what I want.

crap logic ( think about it )

2008-04-16T00:52:00.003+08:00

One of my contemporary life theories is called logical crapping.
It is more a solution to life rather then a theory as it can bring forth daily needs necessary for what ever cause. It is widely applied to the world as we speak but we just don't realize it. do you?

So, crapping, based on logic. it makes sense at times and most times its just bull. but still who would know right? it's things like these that makes the world go round when you least expect it. A world without logical crapping or in other words a logical world can be bloody dense. And a world with crapping is just plain retarded don't you think?

but someone once said to me :
your logical crapping is based on your whacked out theories, which are brought on by much intense crapping.

Hey as long as it works right?
But still, I shall never forget those words =D

assignmentsss

2008-04-16T00:32:00.003+08:00

As i sit here staring aimlessly at my stupid monitor, few more days nearing the end of my semester and yet still a pile of undone assignments. Assignment due dates literally scattered everywhere throughout the month. I scarcely brief myself through work but the dilapidated journals and what used to be pages of photocopied sheets are now a mere eyesore. As one stares blankly with an unfocused eye, on an annoying sheet of paper resembling the yellow pages, one asks himself....

What the fuck am i doing?...
...Why the fuck is this here?...
...When the fuck will this end?...
...I like cookies.

thou shalt embark on a journey below the depths of ground level to consume chocolate flavored biscuits. (I'm going downstairs to eat cookies)

have fun people...

2008-04-05T00:04:00.003+08:00

Tired, but happy.

Like little bundles of joy,
I could just possibly say, I'm content.

. . sing with me, the streets a serenade?

2008-04-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

040404

(we get it)

april's fool

2008-04-01T20:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JOSHIE POO !

Consistency

2008-03-29T21:35:00.003+08:00

Consistency is a friend most infamous.

Here and there, he’s hard to catch. For most people he’s easily set free or let go. We try to keep him in tact for as long as we can but somehow it always seems so far fetched. The moment we have him at our grasps we won't let go. Often times i feel "super" when i have him at my clutches but he always slips away like a slippery cod on butter fingers. Thanks to other people like "Work" and "Busy". because of them, i can't bring my friend consistency to the world of blogging.

Sigh. i hate the fact that god made this world so perfect that even the slightest occurrence of intrusion may upset the whole balance of nature and very well put this world in jeopardy. It's like one string holding on to another and for example, if any one of the 1,312,564,485 (given the fact that there are 1,312,564,485 fictional strings which represent the balance of earth) strings have been tempered with, the other 1,312,564,484 strings will give way and the presence of earth in the galaxy will very well cease to exist as we know it.

Welllllllllllll, getting back to the main topic of things, consistency. it's even a challenge to talk about consistency while having to be consistent about it. But the previous paragraph did make sense in a way if you think about it. See, people want consistency to be by their sides so much with the things they like and of course with work and busy obstructing them so much, some people just feel like killing all the work and busy in the world. And without the existence of busy and work in this world, how can one accomplish anything. And with that brings the destruction of the human race because of a world with people having to be consistent doing unproductive shit like going to the world of blogging.

UNLESSSSS, yes people...the world can still be saved. thanks to my never ending theories of life. Earth is like a very fragile scale. holding the balance of humanity in its two sides. the most important two titans which are the key to the balance of the world, work and play. Like the saying, all work and no play makes Jim or John or Sam or what ever the fuck dude a dull boy;which isn't really important cause I'm only trying to emphasize on work and play.

Okay, if you bring consistency to the park to be good friends with play, playing in this world will be more consistent then work,therefore, destroying the balance of earth.
BUT, you can manipulate this to your advantage. How?well, right at the exact moment when the scale is moving toward play because of consistency, get as many working people as possible to replace the people playing in the world to zero out on work, keeping the balance safe, and you having a good time having fun with you two best friends, consistency and play. Simple and beneficial.

OR in English, for every person that decides to play, have one person in his place working. so instead of having two people play and work at the same time. You now benefit by having ONE person play only, and ONE work only. And you of which being the one that plays. even if you have to stick a gun at his back, the important thing is that you get to play. And do the earth a favour by keeping him balanced.

Now if only we can find a substitute that would be more than happy to work another 50% more than he already is in you place, wouldn't that just be so damn fun?but only notions like that only exist in the world of the rich or famous. If you can afford somebody to do your shitty day to day work, life would be so colourful. but have a peace of mind for us less privileged people, thank you very much.

So,to sum it all up, get rich and have people work for you while you play. But then again. it's because of play, is the reason why people work a lot. the balance of work and play isn't necessarily applied every day of your sad life. For some people, WORK now PLAY later when your rich and can afford people to do your shitty work.so it's a 50% 50% of work and play in your life. Work your ass off the 1st 50% and the other 50% of your life you play. balance?and the world is still in order.
So there are many of ways of having to work and play at the same time and at the same time keep the world from destruction. be dull and 50/50 both work and play everyday, or 50% work now 50% play later, or 100% play while someone else 100% works in your place. Or can you come up with a better game plan?

Fuck! i just gave myself an even better reason to why i should work more now..........FUCK!
But i guess nothing comes with work anyways right?
but this still BLOWS! well take it or leave it how ever you want it now or later is up to you.

Your life and life decisions rest solely on your fingertips and no other. Make sure you make the best decisions and options in life and live never to regret what you do. You are who you are.

So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old

So,what was i talking about again?? C=

hello, john mayer please?

2008-03-25T21:20:00.005+08:00

Had an idea- changed it. First attempt at executing it- failed. Changed idea, again- second attempt -executed poorly, resulting in being ripped apart by my superglue stained fingers. Minor breakdown, left frustrated. Tweaked the idea, again and again, and now I'm on to my third try. Doing good, wait scratch that, doing OK so far. I'd give myself a 4 outta 10 on the OK meter. I've succeeded in keeping myself calm, hence no freaking out, and no water works just yet. (yippee?)

Tried listening (still am) to John Mayer's tunes in a poor attempt to magically be inspired; nothing, zilch! No surprise there. Ended up karaoke-ing instead. No surprise there either.

Why did I choose John Mayer anyways? Miss Suja didn't even have a clue who he was. And I don't see how my idea relates to him, other than the obvious somewhat-guitar resemblance.
(continues whining. . )

So what, so I’ve got a smile on,
It’s hiding the quiet superstitions in my head.

** and that down there just made my day:)))))

Stay with you

2008-03-25T21:12:00.003+08:00

There will be heartaches and pains,yeaa..
But through it all, we will remain..heyy..
In this life, we all know
Friends may come, and they may go
Through the years I know
I will stayy..
In the end I know that we'll find
Love so beautiful and divine
We'll be lovers for a lifetime, yeah
And I'll stay with you
I will stay with you

Ohhh I will stay with you through the ups and the downs
Oh I will stay with you when no one else is arounddd..
And when the dark clouds arriveee...
I will stay byyy your side
I know we'll be alright
I will stay with you
Oh Everything will be fine yea
And I'll stay with you
Through the end of time
...
I will stay with you.

(John Legend - Stay With You)

Kinda Corny baby but yeah! hehe!
Who cares right? ;)

just a thought

2008-03-24T22:10:00.001+08:00

"Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken."

(Albert Camus)

But I wonder if there's no breaking, then there's no healing,
and if there's no healing, then there's no learning.
And if there's no learning then there's no struggle.
But the struggle is a part of life.

So must all hearts be broken?

Green

2008-03-23T12:33:00.005+08:00

That puts my balls in a vacuum cleaner hose and turns the power to 12. It hurts sometimes,but leaves my balls satisfied and clean. Think about THAT!
-hmm wonder who said that

Remember to always perceive the world in ways others can never imagine

All that and still green is the colour for the week. For me it sums up the whole month.
green green green. And more green.. everyday green..LOL!
one way or another it still is the colour.
Wonder what will next months colour be?lets find out ey people?

I don't know why i put the songs up but still I felt really green and those songs were the the greenest to me. and mind the music player as well. Maybe the colour the Hippy era of March will end and a more modern contemporary colour will take over in the coming month of April

Perhaps Blue. naaah.. but who knows right?

As the saying from Incubus' A certain shade of green;
The time has passed for hand-me-downs, choose a new, please evolve, take flight.
Well can't always be green forever ey?but nobody said we couldn't reminisce on good ol' green times. Haha! till next time.

The classmates on St. Patrick's Day

peace hippies!

2008-03-20T15:42:00.004+08:00

Instructions: Remove one question from those below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 8 people in your list at the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
Right about a good 3 years ago i honestly thought I'd get married at 23. but now i realize there's more to life then marriage. A lot more to live for. so just take a pill and chill ey? haven't even lived a quarter of our lives yet.

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
Ct, Amir and Joe. AHAH! Love, Humour and Smokes..what more can you ask for?

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Spain. I love Spain. When i grow old and rich, i will to settle down in Spain and have my own cottage there and grow my own orange tree to harvest my own marmalade.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
A world where people who support others for who they are.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NO, money is the #2 thing that makes the world go round.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My loved ones.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I'd fly away from everything and settle somewhere far far away, then use the money for overseas college funds.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I don't believe that you meet people you love. Love grows on people. It can come fast, but not in an instant.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Caring,Loving and of course,will definitely be there at times of need whenever i need her.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Just to be herself and nothing more. I was the one who chose her in the 1st place to be my other half, why would i want to change her. if nothing, i should love her more for who she is.

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
ignorant, hypocritical, judgmental people.

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
I couldn't make a difference in the past, i doubt i can do anything now. all i can do is look to the future i guess.

13. If you could change one thing about the world(humanity), what would it be?
The fact that people only thing that the world is revolving around them when they themselves should be the one revolving around the world. the world is a huge huge place. this goes for everyone big and small. powerful and all.

14. Do you believe that true love still exists in this world now as we speak?
Hard to say, love is but a mere existence now. almost a myth with so many twisted people who walk the face of this planet nowadays. only a few suffice for it.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Haha i am when i have the funds for it.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my constant Nagging..ahaha! i am who i am people..sorry!

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My best friend i guess.

18. What's your weakest point?
my heart.

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
my inability to speak my family language. because of that i wouldn't be able to be who i am now. i do not want to be some lala jinjang fuck. and usually a very high percentage if the peoples first language is their family language, they usually end up typical people. no offense. haha! i'm sure you still love yourself for who you are.

20.What do you think of sarcasm and irony?
I thrive upon them, without them, life will be but a dull and colorless place to live in. dense as hell

. . . .

2008-03-20T15:10:00.001+08:00

To take my mind off my mind. .

Instructions: Remove one question from those below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 8 people in your list at the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
up until a few years ago, i pictured my ideal age would be around 21/22. being an old lady by the time my kids are in their teens, not something i want. but now i'm thinking, that might be too early for me to settle down. i'd give it a few more years, say 24/25? but hey, when love comes a-knocking, who am i to resist?

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
nadra, josh, and kw. i have my reasons.

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
first answer;paris, but thats just too cliche. i'll have get back to you on this one.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
i have yet to come up with a number 1 on my list. but dream guy, and a close-to-perfect life sounds good to me.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
no, cause nothing in this world comes without a price.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my comfort blanketssss; my friends and family. as independent as i try to be, i know damn well that im dependent on the people around me.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
shop. how much does a plane cost? no wait, probably more than a mill right? hm, okay nvm.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
eventually yes. but i'd probably wait for the other person to blurt it out first before i say my part.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
no one really tagged me, i kindda tagged myself. but i got this from najat. so okay, najat and 3 good points. incredibly intellectual; i don't know anyone who knows as much as she does. strong willed; she knows who she is, and is proud of it. and shes adorably small :)

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
all the basics; nice, smart, caring, bla bla bla. you know the drill. oh yes, he must be tall.

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
ignorant, hypocritical, judgmental people.

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
probably yes. but then again i am who i am because of the past and i think i turned out pretty well regardless.

13. If you could change one thing about the world(humanity), what would it be? *
our ignorance and just plain stubbornness to look beyond our little bubble. i'd rather not fully explain, don't wanna get myself heated up over something i have no control over, at least now.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
good people around you(family/friends), believing in something bigger than yourself(religion/love), good education, and a good head on your shoulders.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
no not really. maybe at times impulsive, but not a shopaholic. my wallet doesn't allow me the privilege.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my inability to sort out my thoughts and feelings; they come at me like waves, and i end up not knowing what hit me. and the part where i find it almost impossible to say no, but i think i'm slowly overcoming that. baby steps, baby steps.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
my bedroom walls. ok wait, a person? thats a hard one.

18. What's your weakest point?
my heart.

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
i honestly am not sure. not that i'm not proud of anything, but i can't pinpoint just one. hm, i'll think about it.

20.What do you think of sarcasm and irony?
it adds color to life.

I'm quite eager to see if you guys actually do this tag...
kw, nadra, lala, eka, ellie and josh. two more, emm whoever has a lot of free time.

and Happy 19th Birthday Eka! ;)

"save our planet before we save ourselves, pt.II."

2008-03-20T12:42:00.008+08:00

As i sit down and take a bite at my oh so scrumptious, warm and somewhat salty fried rice, with spring onion topping, i thought to myself how lucky i am. how lucky i am to be living in an environment of this sort. spoiled to live in closed walls unlike many unlucky others.

Lucky to live in a roach free environment...

Cockroaches, Lipas, Kachuak or even Gedondong in some other native language in some distant land somewhere sometime in the future or in our alternate lives in an alternate planet,maybe even in another universe far from our planet in a galaxy far far away. Hehe, i couldn't resist saying in a galaxy far far away. HA! FAR..FAR..AWAY!

Anyways, on to more pressing matters. Little do we know, the roaches are here to infest our planet, too long have we put them aside thinking that they are but a mere residential or household nuisance. People who think that should be discredited as human beings.

They are here to take over the planet people! wake up. Doomsday is but months or years away as we speak. day by day their master plan to take over is slowly drawing near. It is not too late to take matters to our own hands. Destroy their lairs, kill their infants, their descendants, their babies ,their offspring before its too late!

As we sit here in the comfort of our houses, they are slowly devising the most devastating plan to destroy the human race. completely wipe us out form the face of the planet. Devious these little bastards they come out to our presence once every few days,sacrificing one of their people just to make sure they don't raise any suspicion. Otherwise we'd be thinking why are they missing for so long being it too good to be true. Secretly hundreds of thousands of them surface below us like the scum of the earth they are..feeding off our shit.

They walk, they run, they fly, they swim. that's not that bad..
HERE COME THE FACTS
prepare yourself...

Secretly these shifty bastards wait for us to wage war upon ourselves year by year until the human race erase their own kind from the face of the planet. Then they crawl beneath the surface. even after the destruction of our planet,the roaches can adapt and live in any environment as they please.Even with nuclear warfare can the roaches still live. in other words
they are immune. YES, IMMUNE to nuclear warfare! conniving these creatures, making us kill ourselves while they sit at home and watch with their mini plasma TV's.

If we try to kill them when they are pregnant with their kids in their sack with insect repellent, their carriers will die. But the sack with the babies in, when the babies are born, they will now be immune. YES, IMMUNE to insect repellent people.

So lesson learned from this is, prepare your boots, newspaper rolls, flapjacks, anything solid and beat the fuck out of them to a pulp people. Start causes, find their homes, kill. it is as simple as that people! heck, I'd vote hands down for whichever party if they promise to rid our area totally out of roaches. If we don't make a move now or take control, these years will be the last years of our lives. IT is up to you. the readers and it is your job to raise awareness to kill off all roaches.

SCREW THE DESTRUCTION OF THE BALANCE OF THE ECOSYSTEM IF THE ROACHES ARE KILLED. we can always find innocent insect replacements for the roaches. they are not BUTTERFLIES..they're insignificant to the world, irrelevant, and OBSOLETE!

So people! need i say more!? "Save our planet before we save ourselves!"

this post could not have been made possible with out mr.Omar Haziq
(founder of Cockroach Research Awareness Program)
C.R.A.P
p.s, a more explicit pic would have been used. but since my mem card is currently n/a, oh well

Good Show

2008-03-19T20:10:00.006+08:00

And i thought Firefox would've been better. HEY! it isss!! LOL!

So here's the assessment criteria:
Tab works,
Ctrl-Z wrsk,
Ctrl-A works,
ANd yes...spell chcek works. perfect..

Pictures don't turn out shit too! cut and paste available!

So lesson learned for internet explorer bloggers; everything turns out shitty..goddamn it! gotta go now. short lived happiness. everybody is back now! no more privacy. Till next time.

peace!

"save our planet before we save ourselves.."

2008-03-19T10:55:00.008+08:00

Stranded....

In an isle of lost souls...

Two hearts...

Finally intertwined..

Their Hearts..one.

Their Souls...one.

MY FOOT on them... SCORE! 2 in 1!!
stupid lipas fucks! you deserve to die! even at the adolescence stage, die before you wreak the earth of your filthy selves and nausiating odour! Kill all the roaches before they take over the planet we love and live in called EARTH!

WAKAKAKAKAKKKAKA!!!!!

cruel, cruel cruel world

2008-03-18T17:59:00.005+08:00

Driving, I'm overcome by a sudden sensation.

Rapid waves of feelings, rushing through my body.

A tingling sensation gushing through me,
I'm overwhelmed.

". . . . Fuck, I need to pee."

Are Thumbdrives Water proof?

2008-03-18T17:15:00.002+08:00

Could you show me dear,
Something I've not seen,
Something infinitely interesting....

It's hard to justify..in our everchanging flows and movements of braincells goin through streams of neverending thoughts. A somehow or rather a mere metaphorical question which in relations to meaningless queries of imeasureable views and opinions,the revolving world around you at the tip of your fingers..and still,uncertainty and doubt still clouds over your planet called earth..from day to day of endless thinking..the best question one can come up with is wether thumbdrives or pendrives are waterproof?..

so...are they? yes there is the world renowned google and wikipedia to help but thats just so dull and boring right?where's the fun in it?no primary rescearch(searching from the scource itself)... Finding out from these computer generated engines just kills all the exitement..like cheating on an IQ test..meaningless.. its as if the competitors of amazing race jus bought the whole game over and win..where's the fun of having to travel to India,America and China right?

So yes..after much questions asked..it all comes down to...so?....are thumdrives waterproof or not?why you ask? well simply cause of the plain fact of carelessness..D'Ohhh..

It's not that challenging..but there is still some question marks raised in the question?a rather good argument?no? you decide? and HONESTLY...i still want to know if it is waterproof...i fear for my thumbthumbs dear life or in dull language, Kingston Data Traveler 2.0GB... GEEEZZ..must you be so dense?

Yes something i need to know that i do not know and have not seen..something infinitely interesting....so till then.. have a good afternoon everbody..of to dreamworld to conjur up some more meaningless and senseless thoughts..but then again..isn't that what makes the world go round?Ha! Gotcha!

peace.

"two"

2008-03-18T01:39:00.004+08:00

...and then there were two..
not that there was three or four to begin with, but what the heck right?

Often times i've asked myself the true meaning to bloggin.
..the answer, very simple actually..the fact of having to spare your poor peers from listening to you nag all day from day till night, monday till sunday..
Then comes the wonderful world of blogging for us to note down all our pointless and irrelavant thoughts all into one simple website for our friends to read; and the next day act as if they understand what were goin through to make us(the bloggers) feel better about our lives..

simple..straight foward..and everyone walks away happy..
-the bloggers feel good about themselves..
-the readers/friends are spared the pointless nonsence..

note that this may not be pointed to everyone..but who cares right?
I like talking+I like nagging=pain in the ass ears....

So there you go..1st post ever...1st for everything ey?often times wonder why i was granted access to this blog anyways but lets save that for another day shall we?till then?have a good night peoples of planet earth. =P

cheers.

kiss me, i'm irish

2008-03-17T16:55:00.005+08:00

Did a typing-speed test. Couldn't beat Eka's score. =(

65 words
I'm bored. And in case you sad sad people didn't already know, it is in fact Saint Patrick's Day today. No, we Malaysians don't celebrate this joyous day, unfortunately. Basically cause we have nothing whatsoever to do with the Irish, but that ain't stopping me from going green today!

(pictures will be added in later)

The Chicago River is actually dyed green every year to commemorate this day. LOOKIE!

(and no, its not photoshopped)

Imagine a green Tasik Titiwangsa! :O

the sun(burst) and the stars

2008-03-17T02:31:00.000+08:00

fifteenth march

I think I've said this close to about a hundred times since last night, "Sunburst was fucking awesome!" (a certain shade of green) It was worth every single little penny spent on the ticket.

On the way to Mont Kiara; original plan was to leave at about 3, ended up hanging at Omar's till about close to 5. Raining hailstones(well no it didn't, would've been cooler tho) by the time we got there, so headed to hartamas instead till the rain died down. Made our way back at around 7.

(omar's red shirt, the boyfriend and i)

(ironic;no smoking sign in the chimney's car. oh yeah, see the rain?)

During the concert;

(mister boyfriend and i)

(mimi)

(best guy friend)

(reen and gorey)

(alanon reen and mimi)

vibe-ing with the roots
(mimi reen alan blong)

waiting for john legend
(suffian blong afiq)

(me!)

John Legend; the highlight performer for me, hands down. I'd pay the 200 bucks just to see him belt his heart out like he did. The crowd was chanting his name, he came out to the edge of the stage, and just stood there. The crowd went wild. He kicked off the set with Do You Wanna Ride, and beautifully ended it with Ordinary People and So High. I may have even gotten a little cheesy during the last few songs, but I ain't saying! Lol. Number One, Pda and Used To Love You were the best for me. Hell, the whole thing was awesome. Beyond awesome.

Incubus; if it hadn't been for the fact that Incubus was on last, I think I can say the place would've been empty the minute they were over. The whole band was there, they filled our anticipation by starting off with Wish You Were Here. The crowd was going crazy and jumping around during Anna Molly and Megalomaniac. My two favs gotta be; Talk Shows On Mute, and Are You In. The only downside was having retarded douche bags who for some reason wanna stay in front of the crowd, eventho they seem to not even know 1 out of the 17 songs the band played.

(he took his shirt off! *swoon*)

After the concert; amazed and exhausted. Hung around for awhile, then followed our tummy's(more like mine actually) back to hartamas for food. Got home at about 4, exhausted beyond words.

(lala mimi)

(reen mimi alan gorey)

(omar suffian)

(omar kw)

I got two "two in one specials" that night;
1. My first real concert, and our first monthiversary.
2. Getting to see Incubus and John Legend.

"The next monthiversary has alot to live up to baby!" I was given specific orders by youknowwho not to go all cheesy here, so I'll try to keep it as lactose intolerant as possible. How lucky to get your monthiversary and the music festival of the year thus far (in malaysia lh duhh) both on the same date. It was unbelievable. Hasn't felt like a month; at times feels like its been forever(ok not forever but you knw what I mean), and other times its like, "Omg, we're at a month already?" I had an amazing time to say the least.

Wouldn't have done it any other way b*****! ;)

blocks

2008-03-14T02:08:00.001+08:00

I should be doing my Auto cad now. But no, I am here, blogging.
Block furniture can wait.

This weekend is gonna be insane.
(the whole week pretty much was, and next week will be too)

Friday (today, duhh); Presentation. I'm the worst person when it comes to talking in front of a crowd. Although I can't seem to keep shut on a normal basis.
Saturday (weekend highlight); Sunburst Concert. John Legend and Incubus. No idea where/who's place I'll be crashing later that night/morning. Hm, better come up with something quick!
Sunday; Design Studio Model 1: Form. (due on Monday)
Monday; Design Studio Model 2: Space. (due on Tuesday)

And then theres report after report. And model after model. Finals are up in April. And then I'm off till July. Can't fucking wait.

March babies;
18th March - Adha
20th March - Eka
24th March - Jun Wai
30th March - Juwe

Embrace being old-er.

"Just run with me through rows of speeding cars,"

Okay back to the blocks now. Have fun counting sheep people.

twelfth march

2008-03-13T23:31:00.002+08:00

Fucking dirty cops of Malaysia.

"This is totally gonna be the thing to sum up the whole year," he said.

Its only March baby, its only March. We still have AprilMayJuneJulyAugustSeptemberOctoberNovemberDecember to get through. Bahhh, keep it coming!

Way to kick start a relationship.
Straight to overdrive.

fresh

2008-03-10T22:22:00.003+08:00

Someone said to me its hard to blog when you're happy.

A tad corny, but I found it true.

But I felt I missed the blogging life, so the hippy blogger is back. We'll see if the happiness sets a permanent base.

I turned 19. Yippee! Resolution no. 1, 2 and 3; tick.

(papadum is our new thing)

I knew '08 was gonna be ace.
Thanks buster:)

(so much for coming back with a bang)

2008-02-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

Blog, I don't deserve you.

And then life starts getting interesting.

group hug

2008-01-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

I posted an anonymous confession on Group Hug a few weeks ago.

But I don't see it there =(

i hope they have a plan.

2008-01-05T20:36:00.001+08:00

So now I'm free
Free
From the big bad giant
Who was stalking me
Thank you feet, for guiding me
I'm glad somehow I got brains down there, at least

Sometimes I'm tempted
Sometimes I am
I would be lying if I said I didn't miss that giant man
He was the line between pleasure and pain
But me and the feet have some years to reclaim

2008-01-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

Luka hati, akan mati,
jika jiwa terus menari dan bermimpi ;)